“I was ghosting you last night because I was with someone else.”
Her
“I was ghosting you last night because I was with someone else”
Or that’s at least what I said.
Truth is… I wasn’t ready
I knew you were getting closer to me
I knew you were getting attached
Trying to know my background and the reality of my family
Everything that needed to be hidden
I was thinking of the future
I was thinking of getting out of here
Of figuring it all out first
You wanted commitment now
I had no faith I’d be able to sustain whatever this would be
If only I had known that this would be my biggest regret…
You becoming all I can think of
Knowing it could have been an option
However I know this is for the best
I know we aren’t a good fit
I only wish it wasn’t my fault
I only wish we faded
But I guess for now,
I was ghosting you that night because I was with someone else
Until I tell you the truth
I was scared
I wasn’t ready
Unless you figure it out first; you did know me pretty well
His
“I was ghosting you last night because I was with someone else”
Or that’s at least what you told me
But I don’t believe you
I don’t believe that there was “someone else”
You just didn’t wanna tell me the truth
You didn’t wanna tell me that you were scared or bored
Scared of what we could’ve been
Bored of the same thing everyday
Bored of my non-commitment
You didn’t wanna let me in on your personal life
You didn’t want me to know your background
Didn’t wanna answer my personal questions
You didn’t wanna tell me that you didn’t want this
That you had future plans you couldn’t factor me in
You couldn’t be honest with me
Didn’t have the courage to tell me the truth
I’d always tell you that I admired how positive you are
But maybe it’s an act
Maybe it’s why you didn’t want me to actually know you
But that’s ok
We tried
For now I’ll tell myself you were with someone else
That you stopped caring
But I know you better than that