I was ghosting you last night because I was with someone else,
I still don’t know why because,
I only thought about you the whole time,
But something about relationships that are real,
Something about the way life likes to always steal,
Things that actually could be,
That is something that scares me,
Cause I know it to well,
Things that make you happy
Life will always quell,
And i’m sorry that it was you,
And i’m sorry that it was me too,
Maybe one day in the future i’ll know how to love
And maybe one day in the future we can bring it all back up.
Find a way to make it all work
And one day I’ll discover my own self worth.
Cause the problem was never you
it’s me,
And my fear of loving somebody.