“You can’t trust me because I can’t trust you!”
Who am I to be upset about those who judge me, if I’m the one who judged first?
People think i’m unaccepting of correction
Not knowing I welcome correction
Though it may not seem like it, because I lack affection.
Affection to those who look down on me with rejection
Don’t expect me to play nice if you weren’t doing so first
Expect what you deserve if you dive in headfirst.
I’m done with this manipulative relationship
Not knowing what’s going to happen next in this partnership
Although maybe it’s not all your fault
Perhaps I should vault away my pride
Recognizing my own pride so that I may coincide.
Realizing that i may be not fully aware of you
Finally everything is coming into full view
Tired of this endless defense
Maybe it was myself who built this fence
I want to believe that change is possible
But my faith is quite fragile.
Still, I will try even though i’m scared to start
To try trusting again, with an open heart.