“Maybe there was a little blip of a heartbeat.” Maybe the blip is just an imagination, I don’t know which is real anymore. I cannot accept reality, hoping that there could be a miracle. This has been with me for the past 10 years, I can’t accept the fact that it’s gone.

All the memories that we had, those times that we spent together. Today, I didn’t just lose you, but also a part of my heart. Maybe tomorrow I’ll wake up, and the world will correct itself. Maybe this is just one long night that hasn’t learned how to end yet. I replay everything, our memories, over and over, and they don’t fade away.

I keep looking for signs. A sound, a coincidence, a feeling that says you’re still here somehow. And when nothing appears, the silence feels louder than everything.

I can’t move on. I decided to try one last time. I took you to the place where I met you for the first time, and hoped it would change our ending.

I questioned the guy at the counter, “I thought it was waterproof! I want my money back!”

“Sorry, we don’t have a warranty when you pour water on your computer, especially not when you bought this 10 years ago.” The assistant said.

My computer is flooded, and I guess that’s the end of our journey. I will miss you forever, my computer. 🙁